Season
- Season 1 2019-04-09
Episode
- Episode 1: 墨池考儿荒诞邂逅
- Episode 2: 白考儿背负丈夫外债
- Episode 3: 考儿墨池关系缓和
- Episode 4: 耿墨池误会白考儿
- Episode 5: 白考儿大闹祁家
- Episode 6: 考儿偷溜进耿墨池家
- Episode 7: 考儿对祁树礼不领情
- Episode 8: 耿墨池向考儿表白
- Episode 9: 白考儿大闹发布会
- Episode 10: 祁树礼登门道歉
- Episode 11: 耿墨池决定退出乐坛
- Episode 12: 白考儿思念墨池
- Episode 13: 考儿为樱之打抱不平
- Episode 14: 祁树礼阻止考儿出国
- Episode 15: 耿墨池遇车祸
- Episode 16: 祁树礼向白考儿表白
- Episode 17: 考儿慢慢记起耿墨池
- Episode 18: 耿墨池回国
- Episode 19: 考儿记忆错乱
- Episode 20: 耿墨池向白考儿求婚
- Episode 21: 考儿回星城寻找真相
- Episode 22: 墨池考儿分房而居
- Episode 23: 墨池受韦明伦指点
- Episode 24: 考儿怀疑自己怀孕
- Episode 25: 墨池考儿陷入冷战
- Episode 26: 白考儿被停职
- Episode 27: 米兰成耿墨池助理
- Episode 28: 墨池欲筹备惊喜婚礼
- Episode 29: 考儿参加祁母葬礼
- Episode 30: 墨池得知考儿怀孕
- Episode 31: 耿墨池暴打祁树礼
- Episode 32: 考儿拆穿米兰谎言
- Episode 33: 米兰威胁耿墨池
- Episode 34: 考儿签署离婚协议
- Episode 35: 米兰欲曝光墨池丑闻
- Episode 36: 墨池教考儿钢琴
- Episode 37: 祁树礼劝墨池离开
- Episode 38: 耿墨池警告米兰
- Episode 39: 米兰单方面发布婚讯
- Episode 40: 祁树礼让考儿嫁自己
- Episode 41: 考儿进警局精神错乱
- Episode 42: 考儿病情加重
- Episode 43: 耿墨池生命垂危
- Episode 44: 考儿祈求祁树礼
- Episode 45: 耿墨池做最后的告别
- Episode 46: 祁树礼将心脏给墨池
如果可以这样爱 Season 1 祁树礼登门道歉
一对已婚男女突然徇情自杀，他们的爱人，耿墨池和白考儿，同时在葬礼上邂逅。面对同样的背叛他们同时选择报复但又同时爱上彼此，注定饱受打击和折磨。然而他们想真心拥有彼此时，耿墨池却身患不治之症注定要离去，而这时候白考儿亡夫的哥哥祁树礼出现了，纠结在两个男人之间，最终一个走向婚礼，一个走向葬礼。
